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06 February 2018 @ 02:00 pm
Jared opened the door to his trailer and trudged inside, it had been a long hard day. He’d finished filming his scene with Ruth, where Sam had made his confession about what had happened with Lucifer.  Ruth had been amazing it had been so easy to lose himself in Sam’s pain and depression, and that was the problem. Sam was the eternal optimist of the Supernatural world, and now seeing him brought low, lying in bed and lashing out at friends was just a little too close to home for comfort for Jared. He could feel his own darkness washing closer, taking all the colour and light from the world. He just needed to rest, and he would be fine.

He summoned up the energy to walk over to the couch and sat down, his let his head fall back against the wall and closed his eyes, he didn’t want to see the darkness getting closer. To be fair to Andrew he’d asked if Jared would be alright with the storyline, and after consulting his therapist and family, he’d felt strong enough to tackle the latest emotional hurricane Sam was caught up in.

He’d been doing well until today, now he felt as if he was drowning in the dark waters of depression.  He needed the light and colour back in his world, Jared knew he should call someone, but he simply couldn’t summon up the effort to reach for his phone and so he sat in silence.

The trailer door opened and there was a blast of cold air that made Jared shiver. Someone was standing watching him, the closed and Jared knew the other person was still the room. He could hear them breathe then soft footsteps as they crossed the trailer.

The couch dipped and there was a welcome warmth along Jared’s side, and a familiar hand curled around his own. He managed a weak smile, “Jensen.” He sighed as the other man put his arm around his shoulder and pulled him closer.

Jared slid down the seat and rested his head against Jensen’s chest, listening to the reassuring beat of his heart. Jensen stroked his hair and Jared held on tighter, there was no need for words, he had everything he wanted. As Jensen’s arms wrapped around him, he lifted his head and opened his eyes, the darkness was receding, and the world had gone from sepia and grey to full colour as he saw the vibrant hues of green in Jensen’s eyes, his light was here with him.
Current Mood: calmcalm
jdl71jdl71 on February 6th, 2018 02:20 pm (UTC)
Good job with this.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 6th, 2018 08:38 pm (UTC)
Thank you, not bad for half an hour in my lunch break.
Dizzojay's Dean Dreamsdizzojay on February 6th, 2018 07:16 pm (UTC)
That's a beautiful little reflective moment between our boys - thank you :)

Edited at 2018-02-06 07:17 pm (UTC)
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 6th, 2018 08:39 pm (UTC)
Thank you, this just came to me and I wrote it during my lunch break.
preciousgotaprettymouth on February 6th, 2018 09:17 pm (UTC)
that was so moving. thank you for sharing!
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 8th, 2018 01:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you, it just came to me and I had to write it down.
supernutjapansupernutjapan on February 7th, 2018 02:24 pm (UTC)
Awww 😢 That was so hard to read, I guess because it was so real...but the ending was just beautiful. I hope he isn´t going through something like this but if he is, that Jensen is there :´)
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 8th, 2018 01:31 pm (UTC)
Thank you, it just came to me how brave Jared was to tackle Sam's depression like this and away I went. i know that Jensen's got his back, and will look after him.
Echo: Jensen/Thumb/Namestir_of_echoes on February 7th, 2018 04:37 pm (UTC)
Just beautiful!
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 8th, 2018 01:32 pm (UTC)
*Blushes* thank you.
::twiglet::twigletmoo on February 7th, 2018 09:47 pm (UTC)
Awwwww.... loved this. 😍
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 8th, 2018 01:32 pm (UTC)
Thank you, glad you liked it.
milly_galmilly_gal on February 8th, 2018 12:57 pm (UTC)
That was gorgeous, just a beautiful reflective moment between our wonderful lads ♥
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 8th, 2018 01:33 pm (UTC)
Thank you, this just suddenly came to me and I had to get it written before it slipped away.