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26 February 2011 @ 10:37 am
Listen To Your Heart...Before You Tell Him Goodbye (1/1) R, Jared/Jensen. Part 2  
Title: Listen To Your Heart...Before You Tell Him Goodbye.
Word Count: 14690 (this was supposed to be a drabble!)
Summary: Jared can’t help but think how strange it is, that he only realized how much he loved Jensen until after he’d beat the crap out of him. A tale of getting together, but as far as Jensen was concerned he’d much rather been asked out for a coffee......oh and a special appearance by Dr Misha Collins.
Pairing: Jared/Jensen.
Disclaimer: This is a work of pure fiction sad to say. These poor men who I’ve abused and bruised (sorry Jensen) are not in a relationship, and the cross roads demon still won’t let me have them. Even though I’m offering him the souls of the office staff I work with. (Look they’re all nearly new, none of them were using them much *G*)
Notes: Many moons ago I read this quote from Jensen, “I grew up playing sports so I do as much as they let me. But Jared is four inches taller than me and more devoted to the gym then I am, so if it ever came to a fight between us I’d let him have it.” And it started me thinking... never a good thing, what if they had a fight? What started as a ficlet ended up in this tale of angst, and getting together. As always many thanks goes to the stupendously awesome bigj52 my beta, for her bravery in the face of my ramblings.  Title borrowed from the Roxette song of the same name.

Listen To Your Heart, part 2.Collapse )

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: Silence
lausbub0402: profilelausbub0402 on February 27th, 2011 05:57 pm (UTC)
Wow, what a fantastic and intense story.
Misha was just awesome and yes, Jared got away too easily ;o)
Btw - I love that Roxette song!
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 27th, 2011 07:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you for your comment. I'm really starting to think I need to come back to this and show that Hared won't get away that easily.

I love that Roxette song and for a long time thi fic sat on my hard drive as Jensen1 then I though about what Misha said and the title just fit perfectly.
xwacky: spn dean bruisedxwacky on February 27th, 2011 10:00 pm (UTC)
Love the H/C part of the story. Dr. Misha was awesome.  I'm glad to see  Jared manned up and faced his true feeling, but those obstacles that made him afraid before are still there. Therefore even though I'm happy to see the boys enter a new beginning (the cuddle at the end was sweet), I also feel they are far from "Happily ever after". Jared is lucky Jensen forgave him quite easily here. I can see Jared is Jensen's weakness. I'm glad Jensen set his boundaries, but I'm not entirely convinced he'd be able to stick with it should there be a next time (god forbid). All these are my round about way to say I'd be happy if you decide to write more of this.  I'm a gluttony for H/C stories. ;p
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 28th, 2011 08:05 pm (UTC)
Thank you, and I'd like to think that Jensen understands that Jared's issues are far from gone, it's a case of if not happily ever after more happily for now. Something tells me that Jared isn't quite as forgiven as he thinks, and I agree that Jared is Jensen's big weakness.

I'm hoping to write a little more of this one day, possibly with a surprise visit from Kane and a few surprises for Jared as well.
deanshot: Hug of Lovedeanshot on February 27th, 2011 11:23 pm (UTC)
I wanted to kick Jared's ass in this story but I'm glad he realised his mistake and apologised to Jensen for beating the crap out of him.
Misha was just awesome in this, trust him to be the words of wisdom.
Thanks for sharing.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 28th, 2011 08:09 pm (UTC)
I get the felling you're not alone with this sentiment, at least Jared realized what he'd done. I loved writing Misha in this, his is the voice of reason between the two men. Thanks for commenting.
laedieduske: OTHOAP Brokenlaedieduske on February 28th, 2011 07:55 pm (UTC)
When he said that because Jared is more "devoted to the gym" if they ever really fought he'd "let him have it" I took it to mean that Jensen would let Jared HAVE it. As in - if he held back from the fight at all he knew he'd be dead meat, so he'd just go full on monster truck mode in order to get out alive. After reading this story, though, I'm glad you didn't take it that way at all. Jensen is so broken in so many ways and Jared drowning in his guilt, it's just beautiful. I loved Misha bursting into the bathroom on Jared, panicked by the blood (and oh dear gods that was a lot of blood). I could have kissed him when he threatened to call Kane. Jared needed the wakeup call - but I was worried as hell about Jensen after losing so much blood and all I could think was "what if he was bleeding internally, too, and they didn't know it?" Because, yeah, internal damage freaks me the hell out. Poor, beautiful Jensen - I just want to curl around him to keep him warm and rub his stomach until he falls asleep. Absolutely love this fic, thank you so much for sharing!
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on February 28th, 2011 08:17 pm (UTC)
I always thought that statement could be taken either as Jensen would have to go all out just to survive, or if needs be run like hell in the opposite direction! So Jensen's punch and run made sense to me.

Ah yes Misha, it just seemed like the kind of thing he'd do, dragging Jared round behind him, and his threat to call Kane, you could only imagine the mayhem that man would cause if he found out!

As for Jensen, I could never do that to him.....*hides her other fics* no really I could never, not internal bleeding only because I don't know the symptoms *G*

Oooh just imagine lying there next to Jensen keeping him warm *sigh* what a lovely thought! Thanks for commenting.

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deezy_y: Jensen and Jared u find strengthdeezy_y on March 15th, 2011 01:58 am (UTC)
What an amazing story. Very high on the emotional scale. I was impressed by Jensen's strength, Dr. Collins and his resolve, and even Padalecki's need to set things right at the end. Loved it!
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on March 19th, 2011 03:34 pm (UTC)
Thank you, it started as such a simple little tale of a fight and then the emotions just came along for the ride.
(Anonymous) on March 15th, 2011 05:16 pm (UTC)
"I will call Kane and let him come over and see Jensen. Then it will just be a matter of whether you’ll be buried or cremated.”

I loved those lines. And yes, Kane needs to come over. I know you'd write an awesome follow up story around that.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on March 19th, 2011 03:38 pm (UTC)
Thank you, and one day I will get round to this.....

There was a knock at the door and Jared answered it without thought. His heart stuttered, as on his door step stood the last person on god's green earth he want to see at this moment. "Kane...what are you doing here?"

You mean something like that?
Gerigeri on March 19th, 2011 05:01 am (UTC)
Wow i can't believe that i'm just getting around to reading this fantastic and angsty story damn jensen and jared just broke my heart with everything they just went through. But jensen is right all jared had yo do was take him out for coffee in the morning.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on March 19th, 2011 03:40 pm (UTC)
Hey there! don't worry, I'm just so pleased you enjoyed this! By the way just to let you know, I've left ye olde Big Bang alone for the moment and I've nearly finished the next part of Hell is Other People! so more angst on the horizon for the boys.
silverbunnisilverbunni on April 30th, 2011 10:47 pm (UTC)
Yay, I really liked this story. Too many times its Jensen being a jackass and 'poor' Jared is always the victim. So I bow to you in your portrayal of Jared as the anti-hero/ fucker-upper. :D
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on May 1st, 2011 01:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you for commenting, honestly this started life as what would happen if those two had a physical fight! And it grew from there, what would make Jared react like that? and it was easy after that *G*
cillab42: pic#112543655cillab42 on August 21st, 2011 04:14 am (UTC)
This was so orginal, the plot. I think you let Jared off too easy.Would love to see you revisit this.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on August 21st, 2011 10:08 am (UTC)
Thank you, happy you liked it. I know it seems Jared got away lightly, but I left at that point because, at that moment they need one another. It's what will come afterwards, that will show Jared hasn't gotten away scott free, and yes I'm thinking of a follow up. Including a surprise visit from Kane and what happens when the guys get back on set. It's just time and when I can fit it in, so many fics so little time, anyone got a second hand TARDIS they don't want?
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aggie_12: Metallicaraggie_12 on September 23rd, 2012 08:27 am (UTC)
Oh gosh, this story killed me! I just wanted to scream at Jared for a lot of it, but Misha and Jensen did some of that for me. I felt so bad for Jensen, not knowing why Jared was acting out but wanting to take care of him while bleeding and hurting. Jared trying to remember what had happened was sad too.

Even after all the heartbreak the guys still got their happy ending. So great story! :-)
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on September 25th, 2012 07:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you for the comment, and Jared is completely clueless and he needed screaming at!

I know poor Jensen, bearing the brunt of Jared's frustrations, love's a bitch when you think about it, from both sides.

And one day there may be a sequel to this, who knows.
(Anonymous) on August 17th, 2013 04:17 pm (UTC)
Are you still planning on doing a sequel? I'd love to read more of this.
sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on August 17th, 2013 10:49 pm (UTC)
I promise I still want to do that sequel. I even have a title, House Rules. Makes you wonder if the boys will be getting a visitor *G*
Maria Aparecida NetaNetaAparecida on February 16th, 2014 01:09 am (UTC)
Listen to your heart
Fic linda!So acho que o imbecil do Jared deveria ter sofrido mais!!!