OOOOHHHHHHHHHH SSS~SSHHHHH~IIII~IIIIIITTTTTTTT AAAAAARRRRGGGGOOOOOGGGGGHHHHHHAAAAAAA!!!
Actually this is not a test, this is genuine panic *Heads desk*, the spn_gen_bigbang is due on the 1st October. No problem I hear you ask, hell yeah it's a problem. Why? because I did a quick word count and so far, I've managed......wait for it........ 66760 words and who says they're any good! And what's worse, I guess I've got two more chapters to go. Actually I could write more, but time constraints and a lack of talent means I need to wrap this the hell up, right the fuck now.
And to make matters even worse my poor long suffering Beta big52, has only had 4 chapters so far, that means she has another six to wade through! That's it I know I'm going to be looking fo a new Beta when this is done, the poor woman she doesn't deserve this abuse, I'm going to have to write her some J2 porn when this is done.....hell I deserve to write some J2 porn when this is done.
Any one know how to send flowers and chocolates to her in Australia, because there isn't enough I can do for her......God I'm so going to be grovelling forever for this.
So at the moment I'm going through chap 5 to send her then I'm going back to chapter 11 to write it, and that's before we get to the disaster that was chapter 8.
So I'm going to say sorry to you guys, I really will have to dispaer off the face of LJ until this is done, I've come this far and I'm not giving up! But be honest it ain't bad going considering I started this in June *G*