sasha_dragon (sasha_dragon) wrote,

Why do I do this to myself?

Friends, Romans, Fl*sters, there I was minding my own business figuring new and interesting ways to torture Jensen.  When you guessed it the H/C Bingo cards came out!  And Once again I succumbed, how many years is this?  Don't forget one of the stories I'm locked into a battle to the death with, was one of the prompts off last year's card.

You know that first time transformation one? Well that little 'fic', ha little!  Is now over 10,000 words, it's developing it's own bloody mythology.  Now I've even managed to get Jensen whipped off camera by a bunch of puritanical priests for unnatural urges towards Jared *heads desk* please will somebody please either slow me down, tell me to stop, or for god sake reign me, in and give a way to write a shorter version of this! Because at the moment over 2000 words of the ruddy thing is Just Jared, Jensen and lots of schmoop and protective Jared fussing over his mate, no actual plot just schmoop!

In other words.....hhhhheeeeelllllppppppp!

Right I feel better for that, and even more bloody stupid as I signed up for this, I'm sure I can do this, look it's only 500 words a fic not 10,000 *giggles hysterically* 500 words.....right!  It can take that many for me to introduce a character.

So without further wibbling here is the latest card, I probably won't finish unless I can encouragement, help, more than 24 hours in a day!

arena experiments by evil scientists secret identity discovered unrequited pining attacked by a creature
restrained caught in a robbery forced to face fear rape / non-con self-harm
bullet wounds deprogramming WILD CARD taking care of somebody homesickness
loss of vision nightmares forced marriage Stockholm syndrome forced to participate in illegal / hurtful activity
forced soulbonding hospital stay loss of hearing learning to be loved loss of limb / limb function

Somebody stop me, or better yet find a way to get me to finish fics!  So go on then any comments, threats, the desire to run screaming away from my journal? (No, not you Jensen, my darling little muse, I want you where I can see you *evol g*)

Now tell me again why do I do this?  More to the point can someone help me out of the corner I've written myself  into with my dragon fic, or better yet help me find some writing talent!

Now I will leave you good people to the rest of your day, while I lie in a darkened corner and gibber!

Tags: h/c, wibbling
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