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11 June 2013 @ 12:02 am
Why do I do this to myself?  

Friends, Romans, Fl*sters, there I was minding my own business figuring new and interesting ways to torture Jensen.  When you guessed it the H/C Bingo cards came out!  And Once again I succumbed, how many years is this?  Don't forget one of the stories I'm locked into a battle to the death with, was one of the prompts off last year's card.

You know that first time transformation one? Well that little 'fic', ha little!  Is now over 10,000 words, it's developing it's own bloody mythology.  Now I've even managed to get Jensen whipped off camera by a bunch of puritanical priests for unnatural urges towards Jared *heads desk* please will somebody please either slow me down, tell me to stop, or for god sake reign me, in and give a way to write a shorter version of this! Because at the moment over 2000 words of the ruddy thing is Just Jared, Jensen and lots of schmoop and protective Jared fussing over his mate, no actual plot just schmoop!

In other words.....hhhhheeeeelllllppppppp!

Right I feel better for that, and even more bloody stupid as I signed up for this, I'm sure I can do this, look it's only 500 words a fic not 10,000 *giggles hysterically* 500 words.....right!  It can take that many for me to introduce a character.

So without further wibbling here is the latest card, I probably won't finish unless I can encouragement, help, more than 24 hours in a day!

arena experiments by evil scientists secret identity discovered unrequited pining attacked by a creature
restrained caught in a robbery forced to face fear rape / non-con self-harm
bullet wounds deprogramming WILD CARD taking care of somebody homesickness
loss of vision nightmares forced marriage Stockholm syndrome forced to participate in illegal / hurtful activity
forced soulbonding hospital stay loss of hearing learning to be loved loss of limb / limb function

Somebody stop me, or better yet find a way to get me to finish fics!  So go on then any comments, threats, the desire to run screaming away from my journal? (No, not you Jensen, my darling little muse, I want you where I can see you *evol g*)

Now tell me again why do I do this?  More to the point can someone help me out of the corner I've written myself  into with my dragon fic, or better yet help me find some writing talent!

Now I will leave you good people to the rest of your day, while I lie in a darkened corner and gibber!

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Saltandburnboyssaltandburnboys on June 11th, 2013 12:08 am (UTC)
God, I want one now - it's so pretty! And I've still got my h/c bingo card from last year too- probably only about half done. It's a bit annoying that I'm pitiful at art and can't write short (really short like 2000 words) stories for shit so all my squares develop into a full blown stories. So even though I've done a relatively large amount of writing over the last year, it's still only filled a few squares. :-/. ...I still might get one of these anyway.

And god, don't beat yourself up. I've got a folder of about a hundred WIPs - so many fics just fizzle out or I lose interest in them, lol.

So looking forward to the transformation fic... :-)

You can always hit me up if you want some motivation - I'll probably be trying to write/edit as well.

sasha_dragonsasha_dragon on June 11th, 2013 07:13 pm (UTC)
I know it's a gorgeous card and I love the prompts *G* I'm hopeless at short stories, come on you've seen my stories and short they ain't!

I hope you get a card anything to encourage you to write!

Tell me about unfinished stories, I've got em everywhere, so I know what you mean about losing interest and fizzling out *G*

I'm going to keep battling on with the transformation fic.

thank you for the motivational offer, I think we scribblers should stick together and wibble *G*